Well I thought I would start the new year off with something I see so many around me enjoy doing, blogging. I love yo read peoples blogs all the time never really thought I would start doing it but seems like something I will greatly enjoy!
Going to start the year off with finding things I enjoy! Things that can help me be a better person and grow. Also things that can help me have some clarity and peace in my life. I fully believe that the blogging will help me do that.
I am not a person that usually sets New Year's Resolutions but I think I want to this year. Although instead of considering them a resolution I want them to be goals for me to work hard to this year. Not something I will forget or not care about in a few weeks.
1st: to better myself in all ways. Going to start on this one by starting school to get my CNA license. Hope to get this done and get into the work force with it then move on to schooling for my paramedic degree license thing!
2nd: rebuild lost relationships with family and Friends. I am not close to any of my immediate family members and hate it. Every since my mom passed away in 2004 we have completely lost contact. I hate my son doesn't have that close family bond I was soooooo lucky to have growing up. Yes I have made many mistakes since the time my mom passed but I think everyone deserves a 2nd chance specially family.
Along with lost relationsip I need to figure mine out with my husband. We have had many ups and downs specially in the last year. We are trying to figure out where we stand and all. I am extremly lost when it comes to this.
3rd: I want become the best mom I can. My son has a lot of issues going on, medically and others. I feel most of them are caused by me and my lack of being the best parent I can.
I am standing by these goals. Now to build a support system to help hold me accountable!!!!
Anything you can do to better yourself is great! These are great goals. I also have thought about getting back in contact with my mom's side of the family. Family was very important to her and I think she would be disappointed that I haven't kept in touch.
ReplyDeleteBTW - Welcome to Blogging! I love to blog, as you know. Its very therapuetic for me. :)